Exceptionally ungifted.

My boo's leaving.

Like seriously, now that he's finally leaving I can't seem to be able to handle his departure very well. I am not a very factual person, really.

I'm so in love with this person who was there for me most unexpectantly and warmed me up ever so gently. It's the 3 special words I've spoken that took me so much courage to admit.

Wells, school.. actually I am driving myself crazy. I'm not planning my time properly so my work just piles up excessively that it kindda is unhealthy for whatever reason. My indigestion is getting from bad to worse due to irregular meals.

Like seriously, everything is wrong.

My life IS in a mess. And this is not just a figure of speech. It's really very very bad. I'm daydreaming at the most inappropriate times. Sleeping too much even whenever I ain't supposed to!

Fucking balls, I'm not even supposed to be blogging but I'm blogging anyway because it's what you call an obligation to update this stupid thing I have which for an advertent reason IS NOT EVEN IMPORTANT.

I haven't clubbed in so long but it doesn't matter 'cause I don't like it that much anyway. To go is to submit to my peers. I know it sounds like so tragic.

Look, I have this fuckload of work to do but everything else has come to an entire foolstop 'cause I'm so messed up and disorganized.

To add injury to my already maggot infested wounds I have to send him off, probably crying my way back. It's gonna be a LONNGGGG way more for me. November.. that's like so long. It's like a bad joke - it bites you and let's you stay on the thought.

I HAVE SO MUCH WORK TO DO. I think I might die before I click publish.

MIGHT.

Let's see, my schedule for tomorrow is to return Ping's thumbdrive and submit the assignment. I'm skipping Typo again for the god-knows-how-many-timeth, I'd better get myself an MC. Sheesh. I really like the fact that I have school now but it really is super draining.

Come Friday - which it has been for the last 40 minutes - a love-hate relationship will like cook itself up. He's leaving and my term break commences. I really have this much to gripe with, it's hurting me so bad I can't concentrate at all.

I'm so in love with you.

I'm so deeply enchanted by every single moment we've spent in our little faerie world. Magnificento. Addictive.

On the other hand, I'm looking forward to meet my Queens. Please you guys we must catch up, I really really miss you guys so much, I know I've been neglecting every single one of you (inclusive of sammo please). But please please please, try to understand that he is only gonna be here for this little bit...

I'll call you guys on errrr... Wednesday? I can club. I will club no matter how I don't fancy the whole thing. Please I need you guys.

Replied Meiyen and Crys in last entry!

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