Exceptionally ungifted.

International (wo)man of mystery.

I kept coughing the whole of today, I must be fuckin' sick.
But it's an oddity that there wasn't phelgm, my body's in denial.

I kept feeling cold today, I guess it's 'cause I want you to hold me closer.
How wonderful it would be if the world consisted only the two of us, for today.

Been living in paranoia - fear of losing Someone again.

It's like everything's coming to a naught, but it's the irony that what feels like it just begun that makes it bittersweet. I don't know what I'm saying, I think I'm growing onto him too much at an alarming speed.

We're seeing each other every damned day, and I used to think it was silly AND impossible how anyone could be around their significant other's company all night and day. I was wrong.

I don't want him to go. But it's for the better. And I could probably concentrate on my school work better.

As he said, if we both try. Hell it would work. It didn't before, I hope it does this time round.



Enough about him, I'm afraid of sammo being jealous. ANYWAY... (we're watching PCK the musical later. Ha! Ha!)

I was reading a particular someone's blog. AND I AM HOW DISGUSTED. Never have I seen such horrific grammer in my life. And I actually know this someone, I haven't heard from X in a year now. It is very ........................ very.. very intriguingly attracting in a queer sort of way.

Why blog if the only thing you wanna do is draw attention? And in turn gain unwanted drama mama queens to your so-called virtual diary? Please wake up will you?

Fuck, the world's filled with fags. If you're interested to know who... ask me. I'll tell you. Jeopardize our relationship? Oh, right, like it even mattered in the first place.

fionaaa made love @ 00:18